Singing in The Rain~!

“that's wat life is all about, unfairness, full of sh*t, and constantly a b*tch.” Quote from myself.



I swear to god sometimes I wish the world is like the film zombieland. Just full of zombies and less humans. Less human equals to less drama for me. And that’s a good enough of a world for me. Plus, it would be fun to shoot those zombies or anything living (sort of) without feeling guilty.

Today I’m very unproductive. Oh wait, I did translated my mom’s report. But apart from that, I’m such a bad daughter. I think my dad is the only father in the world who can accept a girl like me as her daughter. I appreciate though having lunch with him at medan selera pre. 9. Its times like these that makes me realize what matters the most in this life, your parents. I once thought about this when I was little, that if I was to lose any or even both of my parents, that I was gonna commit suicide. Haha, literally. I just, didn’t know how to survive without them. I don’t know, maybe its because I’m a****ed.



One of my greatest fear in life, is to lose them. Even worst, to lose them, and not having the chance to repay them back. That’s all I aim in life, to make lots of money, and give them anything they want. Of course these materials don’t matter a thing to my parents, they actually get mad at me for buying them anything at all for their birthdays. I once made a promise and I shall stand by it. Once I’m getting a constant salary, I promised my dad a Tag Heuer watch and my mom an Ogawa Massage Chair.



I use to have a dream, an unrealistic one. But I imagined once that I had a loft, situated nicely at the Tribeca area in New York. I think I was a student at Columbia University, doing my Masters or PhD perhaps, or maybe I was a lecturer there, but the best part was that I brought my parents with me. My mom was there to cook for me because admittedly, I’m not the best cook in the world. Then I had my dad, who took such good care of the garden at my balcony and rooftop area. Every morning, when I go to class to “Columbia University”, my mom will go to the ‘halal’ grocery store while my dad jogs at Central Park.



Oh well, a girl can dream. That above, is of course. The ULTIMATE DREAM. It was fueled even more when I watched a re-run of the Panic Room the other day. This evening though, I opened channel 303, KBS World to watch Dream Team. Eun Hyuk of Super Junior and Minho of SHINee was on which got me excited enough to cheer them up. The funny part was when my mom cheered Eun Hyuk on when he was at the monkey bars by literally yelling, “Cepatlah~! Badan ko kecik je, muat!! Cepatlah!!! Cepat!!!” I laughed my ass off, literally.



Enough laughing. I think it’s for me to sleep. Hopefully I get to watch Avatar tomorrow with Kamilla. *fingers crossed*

Zombieland, Sophia Ridza and everything in between~!

Today I woke at 10.45 am, only to realize that my appointment with my dear friend Kamilla whom I haven’t hang out with since forever, is at 11 am!!!



The f**ked up part is that I actually continued sleeping until 11.15 am. Thank god she sms’ed me, so I took my shower around 11.30.



After picking me up, we went to Alamanda. We sort of contemplated on where to eat. It was hard, weirdly. She wants me to pick where, but I wanted her to pick where. Usually when I go out to Midvalley with my UIA friends, I sort of gravitate towards Chicken Rice Shop which I think I’m secretly addicted to. And most of them are sick with Chicken Rice now, understandably.



When we were at GSC, we didn’t know what to watch. I’ve watched New Moon and I so don’t recommend it to her, it was almost as boring as pulp fiction but minus the filthy words. Just dialogues after dialogues with Kristin Stewart’s stupid emotionless face that makes me want to slap her. Kamilla on the other hand has watched Zombieland. So it was either Santau or Couples Retreat. Too bad there was no perfect time slot for Couples Retreat, so Kamilla picked Zombieland. In return, I pick Chicken Rice shop as a place to eat.



Okay that was boring, though when we were seated, we met with our high school friend, ZulAsyraf. We use to be in the same form during form 1 to 3! So yeah, very happy to meet and talk to him. 1.30 we watched Zombieland, that movie is funny in a smart way. I actually enjoyed it, it wasn’t another tacky zombie movie. I love the whole “rule” concept, FUN-NY!!!



It wasn’t just good times though the movie, it was still very disgusting. The double tap and the…



But to me, Shaun of The Dead will always be my all time favourite comedy/zombie movie. Its hilarious!!!





Liz : …and that only exacerbates thing.

Shaun : What do you mean?

Liz : Well with me bringing my flat mates out and you bringing out your flat mate out, things aren’t getting better. *I don’t think this was the exact dialogue.*

Shaun : No, I meant, what does exacerbate means?

Liz : *burn* It means, to make things worse. XD

After that we went online at Big Apple, Kamilla showing me her Conquer character while I took the advantage of the fast connection to download the audio to the super show 2 album. I’m listening to it as we speak, its sssooo good. It gives the illusion as if you’re at the concert!!!



I guess that’s all for today, I’m thoroughly tired now. Though I just read about this girl names Sophia Ridza. And damn do I envy her.



I’m definitely blogging about her soon, tomorrow perhaps. Adios~!

Doodles~!

I realize it has been quite sometime since I blogged, ‘consistently’. I always do though. It’s as if, me and blogging, comes in seasons. When it’s the right time, I’ll blog. It’s not that I’m not online all the time, I do. ALL THE TIME, literally. I just prefer to open other things which results in limited time to blog since everytime I blog, I literally blog as if I’m writing a novel.



So right now is the mid sem break, 2 important mid sem paper has been taken, 2 major core courses. Calculus and physics. Aarrgghh~! I’m still a bit bummed with the last paper, physics. I really am. I literally, felt like sh*t after that paper. LITERALLY… It was ssoo frustrating. You know that kind of feeling you get, when you give up your all for that one paper, to fail miserably when it matters the most, when its time to put pen to paper. U fucking failed. AARRGGHH~!



The joy of mid sem break pretty much falls apart, I wasn’t looking forward to mid sem break. At all. Except for the prospect of having my own privacy in my bedroom, sleeping as long as I want, waking up as late as I want, just basically being a pig. Any form of break a.k.a holidays is like me winning a ticket to literally be a PIG~! Okay so I exaggerated. Though this mid sem I’ll try my best to change, I’ll… *awkward pause*, help out in the kitchen. “Kemas-kemas rumah sikit…”



To be honest, amat takde mood nak kuar this break. Maybe to catch a movie. But, I don’t know. Am I becoming a home person these days? I don’t know. Maybe its just the fact that, I’m not home as much as I am these days, I miss home. I just want to be in it all the time. Though I’m definitely going out to spend time with my bestie Kamilla. Its been ages it seems since we hang out, I miss her a lot. I feel like, its time for me to do something with my hair since allowance dah masuk. HEHE~!



To conclude, holiday or not, I’ll definitely layan Super Junior in full throttle. Guilty as charge, I’m an addict to kpop now. Certain groups anyway. I’m very biased, SM biased more like it. XP Not that anyone cares but here’s my top 3 boy bands:



1. SSSUUPPERRR JJUUNNIIOOORRR *as yelled by Hee Chul in Don’t Don*
2. SAY B-I-G-TO-THA-BANG~! *BIG BANG~! I just heart GD’s smile, melts me all the time…*
3. 2 PM~! *Heck, I think its safe to say that Again & Again is my dad’s fav kpop song, or at least I think it is.* XP



I literally showed my dad the dance moves to most of the kpop songs I’m listening to, while driving in the car. Seriously!!! I showed my dad ‘Sorry Sorry’, ‘Again & Again’, ‘Lies’ and even ‘Super Girl’~!!! LOLZ, good times. I think my dad laughed the hardest when I did the dance moves to ‘Again & Again’.


I think that’s all for today. I’m thoroughly tired. The only thing productive thing I did throughout the day is watching Titanic though. The ending gets me all the time. It definitely made me realize before there was Edward & Bella, there was Jack & Rose.




Fighting~!

Mid Break~!

I admit I haven't updated in like, a gazillion years~!! So its finally mid break, but its juz 4 a week. Which in my time clock literally translates to 2 days. I think I'll spend most of my time sleeping, surfing the internet, watching movies and anything that spells "laro" all over it.



Today I'm at my auntie nancy's house, meeting up wif my dear cousin iqa who juz got back from Melbourne Australia. At the same time, I was very excited to get a hold of my new Roxy purse~! Its leather, and it smells... NEW~! I like the smell of new, branded stuff.



I guess that's all 4 now. Later me and my cousin will go watch suju vids 24/7~! So much vids she has yet to watch, Exploration of Human Body, Star King~! Until then, I will try my best to update my blog everyday.

My Current Favourite Person : Hee Chul Oppa!!!

He's too funny in Intimate Note, Hee-sica!!! XP

A New Obsession

I have a new obsession everybody!!! Super Junior!!! This is all due to my friend Lily, she got me the suju bug. (suju referring to super junior of course).


I’ve been obsessing with them ever since, I can’t really point the exact time but if I had to guess, it was definitely around Hari Raya. I find myself listening 2 suju even more then raya songs!!!


Who’s super junior u ask? Well they’re like, the biggest boy band in the world, with a total of 13 members. And guess what? I can name all of them. You see, that’s how I found out I was a Spurs fan for life. It was when each of the player step out of the tunnel and I found myself naming each of them, including their surnames! Ledley King, Paul Robinson, Pascal Chimbonda, Michael Carrick, Jermain Jenas, Jermain Defoe, Robbie Keane etc.


The same goes with Super Junior!!! I had a hard time remembering like, 3 members either because their names are tongue twisters or they’re just simply forgetful in the band. But now, I can name all of them!!! Leeteuk, Hee Chul (my no. 1 fav member in Suju), Kang In, Kyu Hyun, Eun Hyuk, Hang Kyung, Si Won, Ryeowook, Shin Dong, Ye Sung, Kibum, Dong Hae & Sung Min! The rest are my 2nd and 3rd favourite. Its too hard, if u like 1, you’re bound to like them all. Plus, its hard to hate someone in the group, they’re all simply too funny and ‘sengal’. That’s rite, Super Junior is simply so sengal.


I admit, I’ve heard of their single Sorry Sorry before. It was from their third album, I never even knew their existence before, nevertheless their 1st or 2nd album. I don’t even know they came to Genting Highland for MTV Asia Awards (which I’m still bumming over it). But once I saw reality shows with them in it, I was simply hooked!! They’re so funny!!! I mean it, F-U-N-N-Y.


I highly recommend you guys watching Exploration of The Human Body. Not only you get a high dose of Super Junior, but also fun facts about your body. I assure you, you’ll laugh your ass off. Secondly, Intimate Note with Super Junior. My Hee Chul was so hilarious in this one.


My influence with the people around me is so great, that when I got back to UIA, I even got my roommates addicted to Super Junior. Even Izzati sekuat-kuat iman dia pun bole ter’hooked jugak ngan Super Junior. I think she was hooked ever since I watch Intimate Note kat bilik Wani with Farah, Sya & Tiyah. Fairuz was there too but iman dia kuat lagi, time tu nak finals so she was busy studying.


Did I mention after raya it was finals? So you try imagining how do I possibly juggle the finals and my obsession. You see when I’m obsessed with something, its kind of hard to control. I guess what I’m trying to say here is that if Suju was to come to Malaysia and have a concert at the same date when my finals will be held, I’d still go and watch them. That’s how obsessed I am when I’m, obsessed. Seriously…


Like I’ll spend 5 hours studying, or 4. Then the next 3 hours watching Suju with my friends. That’s exactly what happened last finals.


Anyways, now even my friend Fairuz admitted to me recently that she’s hooked with Suju all of a sudden! She said she watched Intimate Note and was instantly hooked because her fav member Kyu Hyun was such a cutie. Haha!! I wonder who will fall for the suju bug next. FARAH ATIQAH??!!!


So as I was googling my ass of regarding anything suju yesterday, I bumped into this news that Suju is on a tour and they might stop to Malaysia. (OMG moment.) omgomgomgogmogmgomgomgomgo…


I mean if they do come, I am sssooo going. It would be bigger than MTV WORLD STAGE. (4 me lah, hehe) Yeah2, so I’m not going 2 DIGI MUSIC LIVE 2 catch All-American Rejects. Yeah a bit bitter, then again I have seen them live during World Stage so nothing lost there. But Suju, omggg!!! Yess!! At all cost… hehe.


So right now its my end of sem holiday, a mere 2 weeks. 2 weeks of waking up whenever I fucking want to and not worrying about touching a book. I didn’t even bring one back home. Just my pencil box to make me remember the reality, the reality that I’m still studying foundation, *sigh*.


It’s spent wisely on waking up late, surfing the Internet, watching youtube videos (suju mainly), and watch suju vids (have yet to finish Full House & even exploration of human body). The Naza Ria car is still being repaired at this bengkel all the way at Pandan Jaya. That sucked a lot, because I had to go home using public transportation last Sunday.


Honestly, nothing against public transportation. I’m just a bit traumatized with how, close the proximity gets between you and other people. I worry about my materials too much. Its not like I can get a new one easily, I have a frugal dad remember… So I do worry about my materials when I'm in public places, especially my precious macbook. (did I mention I name it Isabelle) That’s how close I am to some of my materials to a point where I actually name them. Haha! How absurd. Like would i kill u if u were 2 take my macbook away, ah, YEAH?


Enough blogging for today I guess. I’ll try to talk less Suju in ze futura.


Atiqah’s Song of The Day: Again & Again by 2 PM (highly recommend the video, funniest dance move during the chorus.)
Atiqah’s Name Drop of The Day: Hee Chul Oppa…

Haircut, Matric Card, Parents & Unnecessary Drama

Soooo, I just cut my hair the other day. I don't know what got into me, maybe it was the fact that I manage 2 cucuk my mom 2 gimme money on the eve of merdeka. X sangka plak dpt "that" much, syukur je lah... hehehehe...


But damn lah, org cina tu pandai plak convinced me 2 do treatment. At first ye2 je nk buat dry cut ngan topeq n fit. They did. But I fell for their "costly" advice, I went wif the treatment+wash+cut+blow which cost a whopping... hehe, biarlah rahsia...


2 b honest, I wasss.... veryyy.... *hesitantly* content wif my new haircut yet I occasionally get scared thinking about how i will have 2 blow dry it b4 going out. dulu slalu buat, but that was b4 i rebonded my hair like, a year + ago. dulu rajin, tp cam dah lama lak x buat. so occasionally after washing my hair here at KC, I practice myself 2 blow-dry my hair. u know, sharpen my blow-drying skills yg telah lama terkubur.


So enuf about my hair, on a much brighter note. Lets talk about my matric card!!! Being a good liar that I am, I somehow manage to slip myself through from paying the outrageous RM 50 required in order to do a new matric card. I'm sorry, yeah I did, I lied on a ramadhan. But I seriously consider it as tipu sunat. I ain't forking out RM 50 for a new matric card, thats absurd!!! I don't care what people would say.


On a positive note regarding losing my matric card, I'm impressed at my lying skills. I mean who have I yet to con, pihak berkuasa, the admins... Damn I'm good!! Hahaha, I dunno about my parents tho. I've lied to them a million times, I think rite now I'm in a point in my life where, when I terkantoi like during World Stage the other day, my parents won't bother question me anymore no matter how unrelevant my reasons/alasan-alasan are. My hypothesis about this whole thing is that I know, that they know, why bother asking me when I'd still come up with more lies? What's important is that I'm there in front of them, in the compound of the house, safe & sound, untouched....


I think the problem I have with my parents is that, I have this rebellious spirit inside of me that can't stay at home 24/7. And they, prefer me to be at home, all the time, helping out in the house, kitchen etc. Sorry, but thats not me. My main issue with my parents is probably the fact that they don't trust me. They always assume the worst case scenario, ones that even I'd never imagined in my life!!


Its like, seriously bah? Mak??? My god, like have a little faith in me will ya. You've raised me well enuf, so please stop doubting me and have that bit of faith in me.


So much drama went through this weekend, I don't think it should be published for the world to read though. Biarlah rahsia... Now I'm sleepy and I wanna hit the bed.


First, must remove Farah from my bed. My bed is the most "empuk" katil in KC 704, without a doubt. On my katil alone has 4 equally empuk bantals! Haha, gudnite evrybody~! *snooze*