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ITS FUCKING NEW YEARS ALREADY!!!
*admittedly the cursing was unnecessary but that's just how i exaggerate*
the f**ked up part was that i spent it at home, asleep, in my kaften, on my bed, completely unconscious.
like i was literally, asleep. though i woke up by myself at around 1.30 am to notice that i've completely missed out in all the drama & commotion.
oh well...
so! what are my new year's resolution this year:
1. to beautify my ibadah towards Allah s.w.t *I know I'm still lacking in that department...*
2. to be a better daughter to my parents.
3. to be a better friend towards my friends, esp my roommate. srry guys, i know i can be pretty loud at times.
if i can achieve all these 3 as cheesy as it all may sound, i think i'd be happy.
admittedly, i haven't blogged recently because my life was just so full of ups and downs. literally.
a day before my birthday hankyung filed a lawsuit against sm which may cause him to leave super junior. *i know its a no big deal to like, 19/20 of the population of the world but as a TRUE ELF, it totallyyy matters*
then on my birthday my friend's were completely ignorant of it, which I swear to god, I didn't take it PERSONALLY simply because I thought THEY too, were affected with the whole hankyung commotion.
but later at night, at around 11 pm, before i officially turn 19 and 1 day, my roommates and a whole couple of friends wished me a happy birthday with 2 chocolate cakes and even pranking me in the bathroom and later in the room that is KC 704.
jaga2 korang, esp u ili. u even took my bra and hid it in your locker!!! wtf???!!!
when its you guys punya birthday plak, bukan NILA je aku letak, u ili, aku letak buah fav ko skali, peram2 lagi, DURIAN!!!
u heard me gurl!!
then a couple of days later, my mom called me, crying. and i knew it. i knew it instantly. my mom's sister, my aunt just died. eventhough i had an exam coming up, it was just BTQ, i decided to go and balik kluang. i don't think i want to talk more about it, it'll just put me in a down mood. with the whole family drama that went on...
i don't know... last week was the hardest week of the year 2009. it was literally, bittersweet. when it was sweet, it was too sweet. but when it was BITTER, i can't even swallow it.
so technically, i haven't gotten a birthday present from my parents. malulah... buat apa nak berkira... birthday or not, i'm indebted to them for life! plus with my aunt's sudden pass away, it would be rude for me to demand anything.
now that i'm old enough, i know better. it doesn't matter. birthday cake or not. as long as you spend it with the people you love.
last nite, my mom offered to get me a new hp.
i was a bit stunned. my mom sanggup beli fon yg potong duit kredit kad dia tiap2 bulan. but in the list it was just samsung, samsung omnia lah. i'm not very familiar with samsung's featured tbh.
like at this point of my life, and i swear to god i'm not exaggerating, the only 2 phones i'd like to own is:
1. iPhone (even hankyung has 1 and donghae unless it was an iTouch...)
2. blackberry (a white one, the one that heidi montag owns)
of course, i'm realistic about it. if i was to own and buy one myself, it'd probably be a couple of years from now where there would probably be a better and newer version of both.
nak cucuk my parents, hhmm... seganlah pulak.
so now i'm at another crossroad in my life, to own another phone, which is not exactly my dream phone, but at least its a NEW PHONE. or... wait until i can get my DREAM phone, which i can't take my eyes off.
but you know how life works. i'd probably end up with my old phone.
so my dad just drop the randomest news yesterday. he informed me that the night before he and my mom went to alamanda and bought a 42 inch PHILLIPS LCD TV!!!
believe me it was shocking because i assure you here and now, my dad is probably the most frugal human being in MALAYSIA at least... he'd never spend anything without a good cause. so yeah, it was totally random and took me off guard.
the best part, it even has USB connections!!! i mean that's just the icing on the cake people... to think that i can play all my super junior vids on a 42 inch TV?! Allah s.w.t has answered my prayer, literally... *exaggerate-much*
the tv was suppose to be sent today. omomomomo... i can't wait. the 1st think i'm going to do tonight is definitely brain-washing my parents with all the suju vids i have starting from exploration of human body, full house, intimate note, come to play, etc.
i'm literally turning my parents into an ELF!!! u heard me!!!
but i do worry if it can play the avi. and flv. format. o well, we'll see how it goes... *nervous*
